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Happy New Year!

Posted onJanuary 7, 2017January 7, 20171 Comment

Greetings from A Radical for Jesus! It’s a brand new year, a great time for reflection, new beginnings, and changes. As I think about this blog in the new year, I feel that it’s time I make a small change Read More …

CategoriesMy LifeTagsChristian Life, Liberty, My Life

FREE Christmas Music!

Posted onDecember 9, 2016Leave a comment

I’m happy to announce that my family’s free Christmas recording, “The Gift of His Love”, is now available! The music is also available as a free download at CDBaby; as a CD on Amazon; at music download sites such as Read More …

CategoriesMusicTagsMusic, My Life

Modesty: A Letter to Myself

Modesty: A Letter to Myself, 10 Years Later

Posted onSeptember 17, 2016December 14, 201813 Comments

Dear Joel, I read your article about modesty, entitled “What Should I Wear?” I want to commend you for your passion and desire to serve the Lord. However, I want to share with you some things that God has been Read More …

CategoriesModestyTagsChrist's Commands, Commands of Men, Conservatism, Customs, False Teaching, Liberty, Modesty, My Life, Sexual Abuse, Spirit's Leading, Women

I Am Not a Victim of ATI

Posted onMay 1, 20165 Comments

I was once a student in Bill Gothard’s ATI (Advanced Training Institute) homeschool program. More specifically, I was raised in ATI from first grade until I finished school at age 16. At the time, I thought ATI was great. The Read More …

CategoriesIBLPTagsATI, Bill Gothard, Commands of Men, Conservatism, God, IBLP, My Life, Word of God

The Day I Almost Lost My Dad

Posted onMarch 16, 2016March 16, 20161 Comment

 Today, Nine Years Ago: I was having a bad dream. Dad and I were driving down a country road. I was driving. We crested a hill and started down the other side. Partway down the hill, the van slid over Read More …

CategoriesGod's ProvisionTagsMy Life

Six Years Later

Posted onJanuary 3, 20165 Comments

Today marks six years since the first post on this blog. It’s interesting to think back on all that the Lord has done in my life over those six years. Six years ago, I was still steeped in Bill Gothard’s Read More …

CategoriesChristian Life, IBLPTagsBill Gothard, Christian Life, Conservatism, God, God's Provision, Grace, Liberty, My Life, Wisdom

When a Rapist Teaches Character

Posted onAugust 8, 2014August 8, 20145 Comments

Over the past year, my life has been undergone a radical shakeup. It started about a year ago when my dad came across Recovering Grace and discovered that Bill Gothard was sexually harassing young women. It continued through the winter Read More …

CategoriesConservatismTagsATI, Bill Gothard, False Teaching, IBLP, My Life, Women

God’s Provision

Posted onFebruary 24, 2010Leave a comment

A little over a year ago, our aging ‘95 Dodge van went kaput while we were driving in Pennsylvania on our way to pick up pullets (young hens). We had a fiasco getting the pullets and our van back home—but Read More …

CategoriesGod's ProvisionTagsGod's Provision, My Life

Disclaimer

This blog is a real-time journal of a journey out of a cult. When I began this blog in 2010, I was in an abusive situation, held captive by years of programming that told me I needed to submit more, obey more, shut up, and be quiet. As a result, the early entries are laced with the toxicity of the cult teachings and legalism that I was under at the time.

Since then, my life has drastically changed. I broke free from the cult teachings and have been slowly learning to follow Jesus instead of legalistic garbage. It's been a long, hard slog.

This means that there are many posts on this blog that I no longer agree with or hold to be true. I could go back through and delete or hide them; however, at this point, I choose to leave them visible. They are the journal entries of a man leaving abuse and legalism and coming into the light of day. They provide a raw, unfiltered look at "where I was". Take them for what they are.

And if you find something you disagree with, there's a good chance that I would now disagree with it as well.

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